oh dear, I fear that I am not so good at blogging. I forgot about it for a few months, oh well. It’s the new year. A good year 2010 was for me. A hard year 2010 was for me. filled with much joy and sorrow. laughter and tears. life is so bittersweet in the most beautiful way. I hope this year to graduate, train for a race, find a non-profit job, love jared, my family & my friends more than ever. I hope this year that I find God, he has felt so distant lately. or maybe I have felt so distant lately? 

 I hope in 2011 I will keep on questioning my beliefs and searching for truth. may I never stop evolving and denying myself. I’m finding change is hard but necessary. love others. love, love, love. never stop.